What the what?
So I know there are some people who I have worked with who have returned home from their programs after working a full year at WDW. There are some who are currently on their programs right now, or maybe you're beginning your first program in the fall.
For the seasoned cast members, you know about "Post Disney Depression." For the new ones, let me warn you, as ridiculous and far off as it sounds...it's the realest thing ever. You'll go through it and it's no walk in the park.
For most, the few months there become such a huge part of your life. It's strange and hard to describe how that happens but it just does.
The program is what you make of it, and I always tell participants who are about to leave for their program, Do
NOT make friends in Disney...because in the end you fall in love with these people and then you will be forced to part ways across the world.
Don't do it. (but goodness, actually do it though please).
All I can say is the people you befriend during your experience will definitely set the bar extremely high for your future relationships.
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| My two roommates Kaitlin & Jenna. |
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| Kyle! One of my first T-land friends. |
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| My sweet Krista. One of my best friends! |
With time it gets easier, but then again, it doesn't.
There will be some Disney song you hear, some commercial that pops up on the television, or you may find yourself scrolling through your photo albums on your phone and start to smile and then turn into a hot mess and start to cry (guilty as charged). Maybe you recall a memory with a CP friend over the phone long after you have returned home and the emotions start to uncontrollably wash over you.
There are so many little Disney easter eggs in life that will be constant reminders of it all and how much you will want so badly to rewind time just so you can experience it all again.
See Ya Laters & Coming Home.
I was able to get an early release from my program, about a week earlier from my original departure date, so my last night of my program was spent in Magic Kingdom with a few of my coworkers and friends. The day consisted of saying goodbyes and hitting up some of my favorite spots. We caught the big three: Celebrate the Magic, Wishes, and Main Street Electrical Parade while naturally sobbing between each one.
At the very end of the evening we were about the only guests in the park as we made our way out of Main Street and stood there standing at the main entrance staring at the railroad and floral display. My heart sank down to my feet. It's that awful lingering feeling of "you know you'll be back, you just don't know when."
Most of all I kept asking myself what am I going to do without these people I've come to love so much?
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| Time is almost up. :( |
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| See ya later Magic Kingdom! |
I didn't actually realize how much of an impact it was until I was finally leaving. I was dropped off at the airport by my friend Dan and my two roommates Kaitlin and Jenna who absolutely became my world. We held onto each other for a few seconds and cried until I was hurried along inside by an airline porter. My plane ride was only two hours but it felt like
the longest trip ever.
Trying to hold back tears, I touched down in Cleveland, got off the plane and was greeted by my mom. I saw her and immediately started to cry as she held onto me and told me she was happy I was home. I could feel people looking at us in passing near the baggage claim and probably thinking we were having the sweetest mother-daughter moment and that I was so overwhelmingly happy to be back. In response, I remember exclaiming out loud in between sobs that, "I didn't want to leave."
Now that I think of it, I'm like, oops I'm a terrible daughter, and wow, it's actually pretty funny now.
It becomes even more real when you finally step back into your room, dorm, apartment, house or where ever you previously lived and see that nothing has changed since you left but also so much.
Chin up. Spit-spot.
People ask me, what do you do now that your time is over?
You suck it up, put on a smile, and work hard at where you're at now. You just move on, but you never forget about all the things you learned and the memories you gained that will last a lifetime.
I still have many moments where I think of a good memory, or think of situations where I should of done this, or should of said that, but then I realize that's simply life, and I'm so thankful for that.
Ways to deal.
Here are some ways I deal with PDD!
The major keys.
Hopefully they may help you too if you are currently experiencing the same kinda thing.
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Talk with your Disney friends: Texting, calling, facetime, facebook, instagram. Virtual communication is amazing. Use it. When I feel down I usually message a friend from my program to catch up or revisit some old memories. It's a good way to keep in touch too and maybe plan a trip to see each other again. After I talk to my friends, I usually feel so much better. Latch on to that support!
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Plan another visit!: Whether it's with a friend in another state or to any Disney park. Planning can help ease the stress and homesicknesses and give you something to look forward to.
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Create stuff: Videos, blogs, discussion groups, albums, etc. These can help you share your memories and also physically creating gives you something to do and gives you an outlet to tell your story and hear others out as well.
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Disney songs or movies: Ok, so this might trigger some emotions in the worst and best kind of way, but there's nothing better than kicking back and listening to a favorite song or re-watching a Disney film.
Hang in there. You're not alone and never alone.
Are there any other ways you deal with PDD? I want to know. :)
Keep the magic,
- Chelsea